2015 will be the Year of the Fox

Beautiful photograph of red fox on banks of Kennebec River, Red Riot by Andy Molloy


Who was it that said, In winter all of our dreams feel like lies?  Well, that actually might have been me.  I do get depressed in the winter sometimes.  But the great thing about this time of the year is the slower, more thoughtful pace our lives tend to take.  Holidays behind us, barren landscape before us, it is the perfect time to turn in, and see what stirrings are in our hearts and minds. I just love thinking of all you creative people out there blanketing the gorgeous terrain of central Maine huddled up around a fire of some sort, writing, drawing, reading, knitting, sewing, baking, singing, dancing.  And then, when the time is right, you set your darlings free into the night.  And that’s where Four Foxes comes in, regarding your short stories, poetry, essays, comics, and drawings. We are seeking submissions right through the spring!  We just updated our submission guidelines to include digital/email options.  So now it is easier than ever to get your work to us.  You can check that out here, Submissions.

In other news, we will be having several new guest bloggers this winter, I am looking forward to working with these awesome people that have volunteered to write a bit about their own little experience here in the Maine.  We also are going to be having a cover art contest, calling for an artistic interpretation of the Four Foxes and the theme of Light, Dark, Beauty, and Truth, which will have a cash prize (!!!!), and of course the prestige of having your artwork grace the first issue of our little adventurous new mag.  So stay tuned for more details regarding that.  It’s been a real annie dillard quotepleasure getting to know the folks who have stepped forward looking to help or submit to Four Foxes, and I encourage anyone who is feeling it to drop me a line.  We can use all the help we can get and are very eager to get more people submitting work.

I just finished doing my yearly book review for 2014, so I thought I’d share that with you.  I love to read!  Right, do I even need to say that.  And the books I read each year exist with me like a living entity, affecting and shaping my thoughts and feelings as I move through the world.  Would love to check out any book reviews you all have done, please share on our site or facebook page.  Happy New Year, everyone!

The Books of 2014

“You don’t understand anything until you learn it more than one way.” – Marvin Minsky

The more we try to define something, the further away from it’s essence we often move. If this year had a theme, that would be it.

I did not break any records this year with 39 total books read. 28 works of fiction, and 11 nonfiction. My low numbers stem from two sources; one being reading the novels Portnoy’s Complaint, and Pillar’s of the Earth early in the year and in close succession. Both are long, and neither impressed me with what they were trying to do. Two time holes that brought little resonance. But, in retrospect, important reads in their own right. My other low number catalyst is the philosophy and religion books I read. You’ll see them there in the nonfiction list below. Slow thoughtful reads that don’t look like much to someone not interested in those topics, but deep and powerful experiences that shaped my meditations for the year quite heavily.

I fear I am becoming a bit of a sentimentalist, as I couldn’t bring myself to rank my reads straight through as I have done in years past. I choose top fives for Fiction and Nonfiction, but the remaining lists are in loose descending order.

The energy this year feels good to me. Four Foxes will go to print this year. Many adventures, and much love, will unfold. Here’s to another year of great books!

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1. All the Light we Cannot See, Anthony Doerr

I dislike synopsis in book reviews (though I’ve done my fair share of them, I figure goodreads and the dust jacket can tell you all you need to know, sometimes too much!), but there is a character in this novel, the Father, who carves wooden boxes for his blind daughter. These boxes are intricate, elegant, beautiful, and each contains a secret chamber which only careful study will reveal. And this book is just such a box. I had to get more than 300 pages in before I realized what I had on my hands; the dreamy, lugubrious prose had lulled me into a trance, when I suddenly began to see, by moving in ever widening arcs away from the details, pulling up from the individual stories, just what an impressive work of art Doerr created. It is a beautiful book, with sentences like gems plucked fro   nude in tub, wuori m the sea.

2. Nude in a Tub: Stories of Quillifarkeag Maine, G. K. Wuori

This was a random book I picked up at the library just based on the looks of it. This collection of short stories is wildly it’s own animal. Words like raw and assault come to mind. But they fail to express what wandering the trailers, fields, and woods of Wuori’s little fictional northern Maine town feels like. For anyone that has ever felt like they’ve been abandoned at the ends of the earth in some little isolated corner of Maine, this book will tap that vein, and hard. Insanity. That’s another word that comes to mind.

3. House of Mirth, Edith Wharton

I keep a reading journal and my entries around this book were just ridiculously sad and romantic, and can be wrapped up in this little gem, “She is beautiful, and men love her, and it ruins her.” Beautiful portrait of despair and futile suffering. Razor sharp assessment of a kafka on the shore, murakamiwoman’s worth at that time in that society. Like all Wharton I’ve read, pitch perfect and always exceeding expectations.

4. Kafka on the Shore, Haruki Murakami

Talking cats, transgender librarians, metaphysical journeys, sex with a ghost, much talk of preparing simple yet delicious sounding food, this is Murakami at his finest. I loved this novel. Goal for 2015 is to finish the Murakami canon. Probably not going to happen, considering his most recent weighty tome, but I am at least going to catch up on his older works.

5. Snow Country, Yasunasnow country, kawabatari Kawabata

Remarkably sad and beautiful. Stark, elegant, exposing the faulty hearts of us all. A great read for winter. A doomed love affair set in an isolated snowy world.  Sound familiar to anyone?

NW, Zadie Smith

MaddAddam Trilogy (3 books), Margaret Atwood

NOS4A2, Joe Hill

Just had to note that I started reading Joe Hill last year and that this novel rates so high for me in part because it is, in my mind, the book where he looked his Dad in the eye and said, there, I can do it too. It is an entirely Steve book. And it is my favorite of his so far. And I have a crush on him.

Doctor Sleep, Stephen King

Lovers of good King writting will not be disappointed with this.  An excellent revisit to The Shinning universe.

Everything is Illuminated, Johnathon Safron Foer

Crampton Hodnot, Barbara Pym

The Flamethrowers, Rachel Kushner

Great quote from this raucous book, “People who want their love easy don’t really want love.”

Heartshaped Box, Joe Hill

Some Tame Gazelle, Barbara Pym

Silent House, Orhan Pamuk

The Pillars of the Earth, Ken Follet

We’re all in this Together, Owen King

Pandora, Anne Rice

Tobacco Road, Erskine Caldwell

Visit from the Goon Squad, Jennifer Egan

When She was Good, Philip Roth

Portnoy’s Complaint, Philip Roth

I do not like Philip Roth.



1. The Soul’s Religion: Cultivating a Profoundly Spiritual Way of Life, Thomas Moore

I’m not going to try to talk anyone into this one.  If the quotes below mean anything to you please check this book out, it’s the best I’ve read on religion.  It is not dogmatic.soul's religion, moore

“All things have an accompaniment of magic. If the facts seem plain and thoroughly known to thee, tis plain thou knowest nothing about it.”

“A sense of self appears when you no longer have a need to be somebody. Transcendence arrives when you embrace the life that is given.”

“The deep soul tends to be soft, and receptive. While the transcending spirit has a sometimes wounding point.”

2. ThThe lost city of z, granne Lost City of Z: A Tale of Deadly Obsession in the Amazon, David Grann

Just a really fabulously researched and written book looking at the amazon forest and those who, “…were sometimes swallowed up by the mystery that their hearts were so persistently set on unveiling.”

3. Secret Teachings of Plants: The Intelligence of the Heart in the Direct Perception of Nature, Stephen Harrod Buhner

A foundation in some basics of neurobiology and other related sciences to help you understand the basis for how direct perception or depth mode cognition works, a good explanation of nonlinear thinking/perception and how this relates to the nonlinear nature of the universe and living things, then helpful tips on how the experience tends to unfold. Pretty heavy, but very accessible.

4. Cultivating Compassion: A Buddhist Perspective, Jeffrey Hopkins

This book is written by a gentleman who traveled extensively and studied with the Dalai Lama. The book is basically a deconstruction of the type of meditations that Buddhist monks use to, you guessed it, cultivate compassion. I have a meditation practice, so this book gave me a lifetime of ideas to ponder.UntetheredSoulMech-#1.indd

5. The Untethered Soul: The Journey Beyond Yourself, Michael Singer

In the same groove as “The New Earth” it’s a book about perception and consciousness. And there is a picture of a unicorn running free on a beach on the cover, so, home-run. —–>

Drink: The Intimate relationship Between Women and Alcohol, Ann Dowsett Johnston

One Man’s Meat, E. B. White

A taste of the master, “There is furthermore slight chance of my becoming provincial this summer, as I am raising a baby seagull, and there isn’t time. A young gull eats twice it’s weight in food every ten minutes, and if he doesn’t get it, he screams.”

Poet’s Guide to Rilke, Rainer Maria Rilke, Ulrich Baer

I love me some Rilke:

You who never arrived
in my arms, Beloved, who were lost
from the start,
I don’t even know what songs
would please you. I have given up trying
to recognize you in the surging wave of
the next moment. All the immense
images in me — the far-off, deeply-felt
landscape, cities, towers, and bridges, and
unsuspected turns in the path,
and those powerful lands that were once
pulsing with the life of the gods–
all rise within me to mean
you, who forever elude me.

Half the Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide, Nicholas Kristof, Sheryl WuDunn

A Thousand Names for Joy: Living in Harmony with the Way Things Are, Byron Katie

Add More -ing to your Life: A Hip Guide to Happiness, Gabrielle Bernstein

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